We have been friends since we were little kids But than this summer something changed. He went from being someone I would make fun to someone I made sure I looked pretty around. This knew strange feeling was mutual, we started to “like like one another” and it scared the shit out of us both. We didn’t want to risk our friendship, afraid of ruining what we had qe became hook up buddies. No feelings involved. The first time we kissed, all i could think was wow. This makes so much sense. You have been here all along. I just didn’t realize it. So we wasted about 6 months being stupid caring about each other, but not ready to move to the next step. Than FINALLY after many fights, arguments, tears, and confused feelings&thoughts. We started to date Making promises not to let out new relationship hurt our friendship. Agreeing to be friends forever no matter what.
I always knew i loved him as a friend.
But I never planned on falling in love with him.